I just found that I had four missed calls. The first three were “Unavailable” and the last one was “Shahirah,” so I’m guessing that all four were hers.
I always feel bad for her when I miss her calls, but what’s so weird is that … this time I think I feel bad for myself as well. I think for the first time in a very long time that I feel I actually miss her.
I mean, what else could it be if I regret missing her calls and not just because I feel guilty or sorry for her?
Great! I actually miss her.
-sigh-
Why can’t you control what you feel?
Maybe it’s best then that I missed them because apparently the more we talk and the cuter she is … the more I miss her.
